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Wednesday 14 May 2014

FINE

okay i just heard the news from my friend,hanna. she told me about A. adik hanna berkawan dengan si A. then adik dia tanya A,kalau aku ajak A couple,nak tak dia terima? and u know what A cakap 'tak mahu sebab perbezaan umur'. aku tahulah aku tua dua years dari dia. hmmm tipu la kalau tak frust kan? hmm sedih mmg sedih tpi i try myself to chill. aku try nk melupak A. apa A fikir dia sorang laki kt dunia ni? excuse me. aku pun boleh move on. but now i must be careful.........................

Tuesday 13 May 2014

talk about boys? nigga i hate it. really hate it. now aku rasa mcm malas eh. laki nak si la 'best' ni pun?? huh @#$%^&*()() aku malas nak mencari dolok. just tnggu jaklah. KONONNYA. puhleassseee. but i will try. i try. try....try....try......so for this time,aku rasa mcm sikmok dolok terlalu cepat fall in love,bcause i know what is the climax of my story. sometimes,mun out,aku try sikmok makei spec sbb sikmok ngga org. takut tang ada ternangga laki handsome. kan aku rabun so sekpat clear gilak la nangga laki handsome takut suka kelak lol.

APA KHABAR

Ya Allah..........lama dah i tak open acc blog ni. lebih kurang setahun lebih mcm tu lah. kalau dulu-dulu,mesti meluah perasaan dalam ni kan. then tahun 2013 last year,i tak sentuh langsung blog ni haha and now i sentuh balik. hmmmmm. i nak meluah perasaan lagi la ni. okay let's start with my first story. aku ada minat kat one guy niii tpi dia muda 2 years dari aku. he's such a beautiful guy i think? haha. hmmmm aku minat kira-kira dari 2012 then aku minat minat minattttt smpai sekarang. tpi dia lawa siot nak pandang muka aku pun susah. tak tahu la kalau dari blakang ke?(hehehehe) hmm dahlah! aku tgh sakit hati ni. nak tahu kenapa sakit hati? sebab dia dah love somebody else and dia dh jd milik org hmm hatiku pedihh(cewah). i thought that i can open his heart and be his first love but?huh. it is okay. aku chill je even hati aku broken mcm kaca ntah pape la. dahlah malas aku nk cer bnyak fasal dia. but apa chase org yg tak love kita kan? :') and i have this strange feeling.....cer dia mcm ni.......to be continued to part 2 :) byeeeeeeeee